Father Myself
James McDermott
ISBN: 9781916760103
eISBN: 9781916760110
Price: £11.99
Publication date: 20th February 2025
Format: Paperback / eBook
Territories: World
Extent: 72pp
DCF: Poetry Collections
In 2022, James McDermott lost his sixty-year-old father to COVID after three weeks in intensive care. In his second collection from Nine Arches Press, McDermott explores his father’s complex illness and death; the pandemic; grief; growth and how as a queer boy then a bereaved son, he had to learn to father himself.
Praise for Father Myself:
“Father Myself is a bright devastation of a book, a meditation on father-son love, queerness, loss, imperfection, and a man slowly becoming his own father. Lyrical, haunting and exquisitely rendered.”
- Joelle Taylor
“This is emotional, gut-punching stuff. McDermott's best work to date.” - Luke Wright
“James McDermott lays bare the language of grief in this deeply moving, startlingly authentic collection. Beautifully drawn vignettes of anguish and loss usher the reader from hospital to home, domesticity to deathbed. An examination of the human condition, settings and snippets of dialogue are precise, compelling, often forensic, with imagery of flesh and decay a recurring motif: ‘I see him / in rotten apples liver pâté red steak’. Yet tenderness surfaces again and again like a soft bruise: ‘Dad’s pierced left ear lobe / I touched for the first and last time in the chapel of rest’. Ultimately courage prevails, along with hope for a kind of rebirth: ‘who will I be brave enough to be now / I don’t need your approval’. A memorable read - powerful and affecting” - Ian Humphreys
“A brave and self-exposing collection of poems that’s a moving homage to a parent that died too soon, as well as to the love and complexities of a father-son relationship. An honest and probing exploration of coping in the days before and after death that brims with the day-to-day reality of people and place, embracing dialogue and speech, and capturing the private vocabulary of a family. Poems with immediacy and dramatic flair, surprising imagery, and a delicate humour imbued with grief. The book is an incredible testament to the pandemic in which McDermott hangs his father out to die, one where boy becomes man, and where loss brings catharsis and resurrection, but also enables a celebration and affirmation of the queer self. An intelligent, compelling and heartbreaking collection that’s an elegy to covid and to everything that through all the years could never be said” - Paul Stephenson
James McDermott’s poetry collections include Wild Life (Nine Arches Press; shortlisted for an East Anglian Book Award 2023), ‘Erased’ (Polari Press) and Manatomy (Burning Eye; longlisted for Polari’s First Book Prize 2021). Plays published by Samuel French include ‘Jab’ (Finborough Theatre; nominated for an Off West End Theatre Award for Best New Play 2024), ‘Time and Tide’ (Park Theatre/Tour; nominated for an Off West End Theatre Award for Best New Play 2020) and ‘Rubber Ring’ (Pleasance Islington/Tour). James is one of the writers on ‘EastEnders’ and has written multiple episodes. He is an Arvon writing tutor and lectures in creative writing at The University Of East Anglia.
Wild Life by James McDermott explores the nature of queerness, the queerness of nature, and the queerness of ‘natural’ masculinity. In bold poems that root themselves firmly in the coastal landscapes of North Norfolk, a vivid and radical dialogue between nature, sexuality and self-discovery emerges.
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